Towards Love/Well-come
10.10.2024
I am the source of love
Two years ago or so I did a three month group therapy on the motherly wound. During one of the sessions a received an image of me sitting under a heavy iron locked and bolted doors waiting for my mother to open them for me. That was how being unloved by her felt.
Today before the dawn at lake shore still enveloped in darkness this image came back to me. But also it had its continuation. Or it unfolded.
My mother opened the door. She appeared tiny and fragile. She asked me:
“OK. But can y o u love me plunged in depression?,
Can y o u love me being aggressive towards you?”
I immediately felt the answer in my heart: YES… I can.
I do want to love you as you are.
The time is ripe.
Some fifteen, twenty minutes before that I was going into the water asking the Holy Spirit of Light a question I do not remember now. I do remember the answer though: “Forgive.”
Małgo Rosa