{"id":710,"date":"2024-10-15T18:18:04","date_gmt":"2024-10-15T18:18:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/patrzeniewsiebie.pl\/?p=710"},"modified":"2024-10-15T18:18:31","modified_gmt":"2024-10-15T18:18:31","slug":"710","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/patrzeniewsiebie.pl\/?p=710","title":{"rendered":"I am the source of love"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Towards Love\/Well-come<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>10.10.2024<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am the source of love<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Two years ago or so I did a three month&nbsp; group therapy on the motherly wound. During one of the sessions a received an image of me sitting under a heavy iron locked and bolted doors waiting for my mother to open them for me. That was how being unloved by her felt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Today before the dawn at lake shore still enveloped in darkness this image came back to me. But also it had its continuation. Or it unfolded.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My mother opened the door. She appeared tiny and fragile. She asked me:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cOK. But can y o u love me plunged in depression?,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Can y o u love me being aggressive towards you?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I immediately felt the answer in my heart: YES\u2026 I can.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I do want to love you as you are.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The time is ripe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Some fifteen, twenty minutes before that I was going into the water asking the Holy Spirit of Light a question I do not remember now. I do remember the answer though: \u201cForgive.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ma\u0142go Rosa<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Towards Love\/Well-come 10.10.2024 I am the source of love Two years ago or so I did a three month&nbsp; group therapy on the motherly wound. During one of the sessions a received an image of me sitting under a heavy iron locked and bolted doors waiting for my mother to open them for me. That&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/patrzeniewsiebie.pl\/?p=710\">Czytaj dalej <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">I am the source of love<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[258],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/patrzeniewsiebie.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/710"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/patrzeniewsiebie.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/patrzeniewsiebie.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/patrzeniewsiebie.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/patrzeniewsiebie.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=710"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/patrzeniewsiebie.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/710\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":712,"href":"https:\/\/patrzeniewsiebie.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/710\/revisions\/712"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/patrzeniewsiebie.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=710"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/patrzeniewsiebie.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=710"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/patrzeniewsiebie.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=710"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}